Wednesday, February 22, 2006

First Time Experience with Bowling

The internet is back!

I thought I was not able to publish my blog regarding spaghetti because there was a problem with regards to the internet connection. But I was glad that it also happened because I was able to go to the bowling place...and our PE class started early because there was a tournament after. I was able to try at least 3 balls (I don't know what do you call it). It was okay and I find the sports very interesting. I really wanted to practice more but I don't have money. "Nakihits lang gani kanina" hehehehe.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Why did it have to be like this?

I've got a bad weekend because of my dysmenorrhea. I stayed home because I could not bear the pain. That was so boring. Sunday, we were planning to change the location of some fixtures in our house. I have to help my mother with that also. I got to carry on quite heavy things...it was so tiresome. We had a general cleaning. We also got to fix some things (I'm doing the carpentry job).

In the evening, I really don't feel like studying. I am not prepared for all the exams that I will be taking. I hate to go to school anymore. I just don't like it. Some things are bothering me. Why did it have to be like that???? It is very annoying..I just lie down in my bed and continue reading the book "The Purpose-Driven Life". I was not able to follow what the author has really advised for the readers because it has to be read everyday. I was inconsistent, I only have two chapters left with me. I was not able to finish it. Lots of good lines strucked me.

I really don't feel good. On my way to school I saw the mother of my bestfriend when I was still a working student here in UIC. She is so pale and thin, she has fever. I accompanied her in going to their counter. The nurse now in our school would not right away give medicine. I just don't know why. When you have cough or any illness...they just want you to drink water and other stuff. I hope they will be considerate regarding these things.

Before our Physics class, I was always smiling. But I can't really hide what I am feeling. Now I am so lonely and depressed. Why did it have to be like this??? I am not in the mood for school and for my work today. Nawawalan na ako ng gana. It really hurts.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Here it comes again

It was a spur of the moment decision when we ate in the newly open Mang Inasal in Ilustre. The food was great and I have eaten all my share. It ended 9pm so I was very late for my job, that's why I ended up being absent.

Arriving home, no entertainment! Gosh, still have not been able to fix our TV. Me, my mama and youngest brother just watched TV at our neighbor's house. Poor us...The Princess Lulu soap was really good. I wished we could have our TV fix as soon as possible so that I can already watch lots of good shows.

Watching Pinoy Big Brother, the Celebrity Edition, there was one line which was uttered by Rustom Padilla which strucked me. The thought was somehow like this, "If you want to be accepted by everybody, don't expect this it would only cause you disappointment. What matters most is you are accepted by our God in heaven". It is really true that we can't please everybody.

After that I decided to go back to our house already and get some sleep. But before I slept, my mind was wondering somewhere else while the music was being played. Gosh....it was the song that he likes, "Heaven Knows (The Angel has flown)". Here it comes again, another coincidence..huh! or it is only my mind which is always the one who is putting meaning to it.

Then I slept...and what was my dream? I dreamed that I was kinda mad at our teacher because I got low grades (I really forgot what happened) because I just continue this draft.

The day after..on my way to school...the song was played again...Gosh?????what is this ba???