When the result was given last Friday, I couldn't believe that I passed. I was silent for a couple of minutes trying to put into my realization that it was really true, that I make it! My heart was jumping with so much joy and at the back of my mind was the thought saying, "Prayers can really move mountain" and I almost cry.

I am just so thankful for those wonderful people who prayed for me. They are my mother and the RVM sisters who even celebrated the Holy Eucharist with the intention just for me during our call simulation day.

I was no longer expecting to tell you honestly although I did try my best.

I don't know how will I handle this thing that is bugging in my mind.

We just finished the 1st week of training for communication skills in the call center company where I am having my OJT. The training was tough because they wanted us to have that American Accent and i feel that among the OJT's I was the worst. I know the field is never mine besides I am not a communication arts student, I am an IT student but i really like the challenge. I am very eager to develop my communication skills.


My accent is not that good. I commit mistakes and I am a bit conscious reciting infront of my classmates. I don't know why this thing is happening. In school, I am not really this kind of person because I am full of confidence but in our training room I am so quiet and shy. I don't know how will I overcome this kind of intimidation and insecurity that I am feeling. Until now that the training for technical skills have already started I still feel that i might fail in the call simulation.

What's more bugging me is the fact that this OJT of ours is 3 units and I think it should be graded. I worry about my scholarship because I might get a low grade that would result me to be out from the privilege that I am into. The head of the training department told us that in every call that we have our customer will be given a sort of surveys where they can rate the agent and if they gave us 57 that will be our grade. Gosshhh....I plan to quit but I also want to earn. I need money but I am quite shy if I will still look for other company.

I really don't know what to do. Please help me. Help me Lord.

Love this song soooooooooooo much! Nakakainlove si Mr. 46 Hugh Grant! He has a good voice plus he knows how to play different musical instruments pa. Plus factor talaga pagmusically inclined ang guy diba? The story of the movie Music and Lyrics was just simple pero ang OST ang ganda talaga!