So thankful that God has been so good to me again. Another of life's equation has been solved with a huge value it gave me.

The sort of paranoia stage I referred to is now a trash. And now, here I am again always looking forward for the days to follow. And let me begin it with yesterday, my first day of school and with my encounter to a stranger as I headed home.

On my way home,

A stranger(gay) approached me, asking if I could help him out. He was saying that he was sent by his boss in order to give facial to this someone and later found out that the person is not existing in this world. Afraid to be reprimanded, he persuaded me if I could be the surrogate. But at the back of my mind playing was the thought that he might be lying. I was kinda afraid and hesitant because I don't know him that's why I declined the offer. After he has finally given all his efforts just to convince me he then give up and exercised his zygomaticus muscle saying, "Taga-i nalang ko 15 pesos beh, wala ko pamasahe". Bulls eye! Iyon pala...

"It's a sign", as Alcano said when he made it into the last 64 after the 2 loses he got. And truly it is, because out of the 21 Filipinos who participated, he made it to the finals opposite Ralf Souquet who is a former World Pool Champion (1996).


He defeated the famous Efren 'Bata' Reyes with a big lead in the first 6 racks of the game which enables Efren to have a hard time in catching up. With soft break, amazing docks, jumps, push plus the fouls committed by the opponents he had pave the way for him to be the new World Pool Champion. A lot of luck and skills comes in also!

He was destined to win, I know. And it was fulfilled.

He brought home the $100,000 prize in the recently concluded 2006 Philippines Worldpool Championship and made us Filipinos be proud! Congratulations Ronnie!

Just few days had passed, it was reported in the local television show that a vendor in the cemetery has been a victim of a 1000 Peso bill of faked money. And now, Filipinos have to watch out of the 5 peso and 10 peso coins because they have been faked also. The nega part of using technology, you know.

Thank God!

My first semester as a 3rd year student is over! Yeheey! After those numerous sleepless nights I can now relax and go to the beach and do the things that I've been wanting to do.

Well, the journey that I have had was kinda tough. The trials that were given distressed and bothered me. The injustices that I had experienced, the insults that I received, the broken relationships and the constant problem in the family and in my studies. It made me suffer so much and I was about to give up that time.

And I am just so thankful for the people who stood by me during the crucial part of my life especially to Leizl, Asvi, Mona, Joy, to the one I consider my mentor, to our Dean of College who gave me those enlightening words that lighten up the burden I am carrying. I don't know how will I thank you all guys for the support you have given me, for accepting me and for not judging me.

Hope you will all remain the same as time flies.

To my ever loving Mother who always give her 100% support in everything that I do, in my ups and downs. And more importantly to the the author of my life.
A million thanks.

Hay, sana maganda ang mga grades ko sa first sem. [oist, kalit ning far out man ang topic wala lang, medyo anxious lang kasi ako sa kalalabasan ng performance ko. Sana, sana, sana. Alam na niya iyon.]

Sadyang napakahirap ng pakiramdam ko ngayon. May sakit pa ako at sabay-sabay pa silang nagsidatingan. Ubo, sip-on, sakit sa ulo, tuhod, sakit sa lalamunan at ni hindi ako makakain ng maayos at nahihirapan akong magsalita, at dinagdagan pa ng pagkarami-raming problema mula sa bahay hanggang sa paaralan.

Hirap na hirap kami ngayon. Ang daming utang na nakabaon at ang hirap hukayin. Daming gastusin, daming nagkakasakit. Parati pa ang ulan, iyan tuloy hindi ako makatulog ng maayos dahil sa mga patak ng ulan na nag-iistorbo sa akin sa mumunti kong panahon na makapagpahinga. Dagdagan paba naman ng problema sa pag-aaral kagaya ng mga proyekto, sa mga guro, klasmyts at kung anu-ano pa. Tulong!!! Sadyang kay hirap ng buhay na ganito.

Jurry was asking me a favor if I could help him out with his research and with no hesitation I said "yes". Sideline narin and he promised me that he will treat me with durian on our way home. With my other companions we ate 3 kinds of Durians namely GD, puyat and duyaya. At first, he only ordered 1 durian fruit but we were still not full so Arnold and him decided to get another two. At the back of my mind I was saying "dapat daghan jud akong kuhaon ani, magpatuyang jud ko" but unfortunately, I felt strange after eating 6 pieces of them.

I began to feel the heat, a pressure is moving towards my head and I feel a reeling sensation that as if I am drank. As I was looking at the two guys their face began to appear red. We even cracked joke at each other to get a bottle of Redhorse to complement the Durian and the result - -> a disaster! Puking, puking, puking, walking in sideward directions. Good thing, we surrendered and gave the rest of the durians to the kids watching while we were eating.

According to David DeAngelo from the Dating Advice Coach, he had been teaching men how to become more successful with women and dating for several years now and one problem scenario just keeps coming up over and over again that really amazes him which he called "The Genius Failure Paradox " .

This Genius Failure Paradox is the tendency for unusually intelligent men to have very low levels of success with women and dating. And here are the 10 reasons why they fail with women.

1. They're wrong, but they can't or won't see it or admit it.
2. They're blind and arrogant.
3. Poor Social Skills.
4. They psych themselves out.
5. They seek only "informational solutions".
6. They focus on logic instead of emotion.
7. They're not used to the challenge of the moment.
8. They think that doing nice thing is the smart way.
9. Always needing to be an expert.
10. They can't deal with fears and other emotions.

What do you think? Is he right?

Maybe you will be wondering why I have this post entitled "Spaghetti" it is because just this lunch, my brother cooked it. The taste was not so good. There are no other ingredients available except for pasta, ketchup, and spaghetti sauce. Do you think it would make a good spaghetti??? hehehehe...

After he is done, we ordered for a coke (as a pampatulak). When I tasted it, it's just okay but I didn't finish eating the whole cup which my brother served me. I'm sorry for that, I was really looking for the nice taste. But to our cute little neighbors whose age ranges from 3-10, they really loved how it tasted. (hehehehehe...)Kids really love spaghetti, even though it lacks many ingredients they still love it. The sauce was all over their face and they were all smiling while eating it. I really love them all. Even though we belong to the poor family like them also but they are smart kids. That's what poverty brings you...

Hayyy...I really love kids. If I could have the chance to continue my Medtech course and luckily have enough money to proceed for Medicine I would really want to be a Pediatrician also. This is already bringing the spaghetti title farther...ehhehehe...

My stomach is growling again..I don't have money to buy food. Need to sacrifice! We have lots of debts. Hayyy...life!

There has been so many good things that had happened to me for the past week that needs to be mentioned in my online diary. Simple things that make up those big things.

1. I've received gifts from a nun as a sort of my prize for the performance I did during intramurals. The stuff she gave are the ones I really need. You know, I really owe much from these religious people ever since I was a kid.

2. I am so thankful I did pass in our Internet Technologies exam and generally got good grades in all my subjects.

3. I know Mona knows very well that it has been ages that I haven't seen a movie in the big screen because I am on a very tight budget. With that, I was so touched when she told me that she will treat me in all expense. And I really appreciate it. We watched Snakes on a Plane.

4. A mentor who never fails to appreciate and criticize me constructively also did treat me and Rap last Saturday. I also owe him so much. It was my first time to go to Iron Horse and I was really full. He has been so good to me. He is one of the many reasons why I am so grateful that I become an IT student.

That's all for now. God bless to all my visitors!