Missing my students

I gave up my 8-10pm tutorial to the sons of business parents to give me more time to rest and focus on my new job.

When I told them that I will be quitting, I really thought David and Darwin are fine with it. In fact, during our last tutorial session I can see that they are cooperating - trying to digest everything that I am teaching them that night. I also gave them pieces of advice as parting words. I was really controlling myself, preventing my eyes not to shed tears to make the situation okay.

But when we're done and when I asked permission to their parents I was shocked. They said that they will not go on a tutorial session anymore if I won't be their teacher. They were convincing their parents not to let me quit. And their parents did try to do it, asking me if I can still give them my time - adjustment on both parts and all that stuff. But I really can't do it anymore; I need to prioritize my new job which is related to my course. It is sad that I have to do it but I also have to think of myself.

I also gave up my 5-7pm tutorial to the high school students of Stella Marris Academy for the same reason I’ve mentioned above in this post.

I thought I can handle it but I was wrong. After the two days of training I had, I really got so tired. If I would still continue giving tutorial session to these high school students I would definitely end up in a hospital of too much stress or I don't know. Everything should be balanced and I should not abuse my body so I also had to quit.

I didn't go there anymore where my students can see me. I don't want to see them crying when I leave just like what had happen to both David and Darwin. So with the last exercise I’ve prepared I only asked my mom to be the one to give the test papers to Ate Avie. When she arrived home, she told me how sad my students were when they knew that I will no longer be teaching them.

Jaaahhhhh...goodbyes are really hard but one must move on. (Sighed) I missed you so much guys. Thanks for the memories that you have shared with me. I will truly cherish them. Do well in your studies okay? I love you all.

14 comments:

  1. saying goodbye is the hardest part ika nga nila.. so sad that you have to let go of them, and ganun talaga we have to look something better w/c is related sa course natin pero advice ko lnag try to spend time with them kahit paminsan minsan para yong friendship na na build nyo ay magrow ng grow..

    iiyak mo yan kasi mahirap pag pinipigilan mo..

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  3. wow, makalihak mn ta apil ana alms...

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  4. @ice: keep in touch man gihapon mi.ehehehehe.. dili naman ko kahilakon karon..gimingaw lang nila..ehehhee

    @kim: naa raman ko diri. Pag moadto ko sa UIC dali lang man gud, sagdi lang mobalik pman gihapon ko didto dghan pa mga appointments. Tight pa galing lang akong sched kaay.

    @rockerzton: toinks! hilak jud? ehhehehe

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  5. ay sad bitaw noh...pero its for the better man sad...

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  6. :'( makahilak ko..

    somehow maka-relate daw ko. I wanna give up my job naman gud hihihi.. sana kagaya lang sya sa imo mga tutorials dai na pwede ma-give up kay naa pako lain na job. but it's really my job. :'(

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  7. @honey: Mao, mao jud. ehhehe e
    @joe.young: sagdi lang gud joy, agwanta sa dara basi diay later on ganahan naka..

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  11. You can move on! acheche

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  12. wow touch me dun ha! pro ok lang yun
    ke sa nman magkasakit ka sa sobrang
    sress un ang ingatan mo ha! kze sa panahon ngaun bawal magkasakit....

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  13. @anonymous: (sharla or rowena) thanks sa message.. agree ako sa iyo..

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